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where should i go to college ??? :( i dont know what to do!!
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| Yeah so when I finally start building up my self esteem and begin
loving myself for who I am an idiot has to go and make some stupid
comment like "you just talk about yourself the whole time" (we had just
hung out like 2 months ago and this guy is so lame he only speaks if
you speak to him first AND he does not go into detail on his comments
so instead of sitting in silence i decided to talk about whats been
going on in my life) anyways its a long story, very involved but I
would just like to point out in an entry and whoever cares to read it
that I know that I am a caring person, I know I am interesting, I
listen to what other people have to say, I speak whats on my mind, I am
proud of my recent accomplishments, I am not perfect and I am not
trying to be.
For once in my life I love myself and recognize how much I really have
to offer to others and the world. Maybe if some F*ing moron named
NICK wouldn't have degraded me as a human being I wouldn't have to
justify to myself that I am not a bad person and I have a lot to
offer. It wasn't my fault our relationship ended, I did not
change, He did (well he was actually the same the whole time he was
just putting up an act pretending like he was a caring person) Anyways,
I have a new feeling inside of my heart and new thoughts in my mind
that I am still adjusting too so bear with me through this
change. It's called growing up, some people just haven't gone
through that process yet.
No one is perfect but part of life is learning lessons from your
experiences and mistakes. Some people know that but choose not to
live by it. I cannot possible please everyone every day, but I
can learn how to make myself happy and then spread that to
others. If I am depressed or sad then how can people expect me to
help when I cannot even help myself.
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| Okay so Liz brought to my attention the drug and pregnancy problem in Plano in her latest Xanga entry so I responded with this:
"lets see, maybe also because kids in plano dont think they can get
pregnant so they have unprotected sex thinking that nothing will
happen. those kids are DUMB. and as for the drugs and heroine. MORE
DUMB KIDS what do you know. Smart kids (like you) find things to do
because they have a creative imagination and can have fun without doing
STUPID things like drugs. Not only are drugs addicting but they are
expensive too. What morons. Drugs ruin your life. Why spend money on
shit like that when you can have GOOD fun at the batting cages at
adventure landing (coit and georgebush) or go carts....its like less
than $10 to have an amazing time there...PUTT PUTT people come on....go
restaurant hopping, try somewhere new each friday night, budget your
money under $10, be a mall rat, go hang out a the mall and window
shop....GET A JOB! Clean your rooom, hang out with friends and watch a
movie, find someone who has a hot tub and use it! my God there are so
many things to do regardless of what city you live in and if you are
dumb enough to waste money on things that will ruin your life then by
all means be a screw up!!! otherwise (liz you are doing a great job
lol) find something to doooooooooooooo GAH come on people--oh and for
those DRUGGIES who "dont have anything to do" i bet your grades in
school suck...TRY DOING SOME HOMEWORK IN YOUR SPARE TIME!
Okay that was my RANT i hope everyone enjoys--KIDS say no to drugs and dont have unprotected sex
condom= Less than $5
Kid= FRIGGIN MORE MONEY THAN YOU HAVE NOW!
my logic is the right logic"
because its true and kids these days dont think about a damn
thing--everyone always wants to do whats cool--and i dont want to hear
any bullshit about "oh he loves me so we can have unprotected sex" well
i have some news for you sweetheart, boys only want one thing and
chances are you WONT be together in a few months. BOYS think with
their PENIS and GIRLS cant control their DRAMA
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| Part of me wants to go camping somewhere and the other part of me says
"STAY AT HOME and sleep on your wonderful tempurpedic matress"
My plans revolve around sleep, how wonderful!!
80% chance i will make some crazy last minute plans this weekend and go somewhere fun
but so far my only plans are to get kelli from the airport, see a movie
with my other friend kelly, sit on my ass, oh and babysit next friday
AKA, if you wanna hang out and do something fun, I'm up for anything!
I just want to relax, have fun, and get rid of stress!!
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